My Sadness

is the greatest sadness I have ever felt. It is grief. It is frustration. Being unable to get pregnant is the most horrible feeling in the world. I feel less and less like a woman every day. The sadness just washes over me when I least expect it. I am happy for others that they are able to get pregnant with relative ease, but the sadness for my situation seems to overwhelm. I said I would wait for one regular cycle to take the clomid but now I am wavering. I am being impatient.