So, I started spotting this morning. I am ridiculously tired and on the verge of tears. Cramps are getting stronger and stronger. My lower back a really sore. I am supposed to go to a jewelry party tonight and all I want to do is lay in bed and cry. I was so hopeful this month. Ok, now I am crying. . .
5 years. We have been trying for 5 years. We have been trying for 2 and a half years with a reproductive endocrinologist. We have spent so much money on this and we haven't even done the really expensive IVF. Is a 40% chance good enough to spend 10-12 thousand dollars for one month of drugs and procedure? That is the question I stuggle with. If it really is not happening this month and I can answer yes to my IVF question then, I will do next month with no drugs and then in October we will go with IVF.
I think I am done crying for now. I'm going home. I think one of my cats died but we cannot find him--he seems to have disappeared. This has been a really downer post.
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